“It is no loss to mankind when
one writer decides to call it a day.” —Richard Ford
This could go a couple different ways
depending on which way the wind blows or possibly what you ate for
breakfast. The pisser about decisions is usually there are more
factors involved than we realize or understand. Take breakfast, for
example. Was it bacon and eggs? Oatmeal? Vodka and tonic?
Your answer goes a long way toward
shaping the day ahead. Bacon and eggs, you go one way; oatmeal, you
go the other. Vodka and tonic, you're not even in the conversation.
You're back in bed having strange dreams that may one day come true.
Then again, you've been having those dreams all your life, which is
why you have vodka and tonic for breakfast.
That implies a causality that may or
may not exist. It's easy to blame breakfast choices on dreams, but
maybe that's backwards. Not so much chicken vs egg as vodka vs
dreams.
The vodka and dreams lead in one
direction, away from where the bacon and eggs or oatmeal lead. And
it's not like you're locked into those choices permanently once you
make them. Sure, some are more challenging to escape after you build
up momentum and head down that particular path, but there are
peripheral avenues that connect one to the other.
You can always go a different
direction. It requires conscious decision, perhaps a measuring of the
wind, and probably fewer vodka and tonics.
Lines from a song I wrote many years
ago:
Every time you wake
A new chance to define
Every chance you take
Thanks, I'm doing fine
On the one hand, it's drivel. On the
other, it contains some truth. Then the question becomes, which came first,
the drivel or the truth?
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