Ronson had had a few too many, missed
his bus again. So he walked along McManus and its ratty apartments,
parks full of vagrants, and what not.
The walk itself might have been
pleasant under different circumstances. Crescent moon, warm breeze,
night full of possibility.
But his head was filled with darkness
and booze. He couldn't tell where one ended and the other began,
wasn't sure it even mattered.
Cars whipped past him on the left. He
felt so slow compared to them, man against machine. How had he missed
the bus? Or, the better question: Why could he never make it to the
stop on time?
“Fuck the bus,” he muttered while
kicking at pebbles on the sidewalk.
He didn't care much if anyone heard
him. The vagrants all muttered to themselves anyway. It's not like
they would be paying attention to him, nor he to them. Beyond threat
assessment, but he was drunk and they were homeless. Leave each other
alone.
Plus everyone hated the buses in this
town. If it came to a fight, they'd all flock to his side for that
reason alone. As rallying causes go, there were worse.
He guessed it was another 20 minutes or
so to Bancroft's place over on 47th. He looked for landmarks, but
every shitty part of town looked like every other shitty part of
town.
Corner stores and hookers. Goddamn
crescent moon overhead watching him, judging.
How had he gotten here? Not walking
along McManus to meet Bancroft, who he didn't care to see in the
first place, but to a place in life where this sort of thing was even
an option. There must be better ways to spend an evening.
Other people had figured it out. None
that he knew, but they were out there... somewhere.
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