“There is a certain sameness to it
all, don't you think?” She was looking at the fountain in front of
her, thinking of where the water had been and where it would go.
“I suppose there is,” he replied,
“but maybe that's the point.”
She nodded and noticed patterns in the
pool surrounding the fountain. She thought of patterns in her own
life and in the universe itself.
“Everything repeats,” she said.
“It's kind of beautiful, though.”
She smiled. It was hard to argue the
point. Even the ugly parts, if you examined them closely enough, had
their appeal.
Sometimes she forgot to examine things.
She took the sameness for granted and grew tired of it.
“I'll have to remember that,” she
said and tried to focus on individual droplets. She couldn't, but the
effort made her feel good, made her feel alive again.
* * *
Many years later, at a different
fountain in a different city, she sat mourning the loss of someone
that had once been dear to her. He would have loved this place,
she thought. But then, he would have loved any place.
She tried to focus on individual
droplets again. She'd been practicing for a long time now but still
couldn't do it. But the effort made her feel good.
“Everything repeats,” she muttered.
“Pardon me?” came the unexpected
reply. An older gentleman was standing to her right. She'd been so
focused on the water that she hadn't noticed him at first.
“Nothing,” she said, “I was just
noting that everything in life repeats.”
He looked at her and then at the
fountain. “Oh, you're right. I never thought of it like that.”
She smiled. The pattern was changing.
It made her feel good.
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